In the begining....

I had a decent life. A good childhood, no abuse, little drama, a lot of average middle class. Lived in the same house for 19 years-my parents together and my pets dying of old age. I experimented with drugs and alcohol and thought that the first man I ever had sex with I was the one I was gonna marry. Big surprise, that didn’t work out, so I psycho manipulated myself into believing I was getting back at all the men folk in the world by having a very looong decade of promiscuity during my twenties. Always had a job, always worked real hard, and always drank all that hard work off every night at any bar. For every long term relationship I had, I had five no-term ones. But one day, my life changed. My days of he hawing and sluting around were done. I had a baby girl in 1992 at age 28. I was alone and ended up on Welfare. Since they offered, I went to school for 4 years on the tax payers money. I won’t mention the huge balance school loan for all the EXTRA amenities a student should have while living off the government--vacation in the Bahamas, brand new Toyota Celica and designer jeans for the toddler.. I earned a degree in Environmental Biology and found out that all the fun jobs are in Biology, but the money is not. I KNEW I should have been a chemistry major, but I just couldn’t stomach all the math. Even graduating sum cum laude could not land me a job making enough to support my daughter and I.--------- So I was able to get a good wage job a a large insurance company to support us. I STILL WORK THERE TODAY. Anyway, after these 4 years, I had eaten myself into over 400 lbs of fat thru depression and single parent stress. I had gastric bypass in 2000 and lost 235 pounds. Well, ya know not a lot of men want a relationship with a women who can barely put their own socks on so the year and a half after the surgery, I had the excess skin removed off my gut, and I am looking pretty good and feeling awefully frisky. It has been 8 or 9 years since I had sex…OMG.