A Journal. A journey that began a decade ago. Where it began, where its going, and where it's been. Writing from the heart that you are gonna love and that you are gonna hate
Saturday, March 3, 2012
...still in the begining
Well, I had like one good friend in the whole world and she was a manager a mini market. This is where my story starts getting a little messed up. Well....A LOT messed up. Dawn did not have a good childhood and she just wrote men off completely. She didn’t even know if she was straight or gay and didn’t really even care one way or another. I would call her asexual at this point in her life! Anyway...One of her friends worked at the gas station with her. Her name was Kimberly….and SHE was definitely a lesbian--I met her very manly girlfriend. Sometimes I would pop in and visit Dawn at the gas station. While I was there one day, a MAN dropped Kimmy off at work. I DID take slight notice to the tall blonde stranger when he came into the station and bought a soda and a bag of chips and asked Dawn who he was.. She told me it was Kimmys ex paramour and also proceeded to tell me their life story. I couldn't imagine WHY this would be a topic of interest until she began.... Bob and Kimmy had 3 children together and had lived in a committed relationship for about 10 years. That was until one day when Kimberly confessed to her soon to-be-husband that she was gay and was leaving him to be with another womea....and by the way, Bob, Thanks for the Kids, I wanted them really badly Wow, what a blow to the manhood, eh? Turning your "wife" gay. Dawn continued her story, trying to make the whole conclomerated testimony make sense. She went on to tell me that Bob and Kimmy STILL lived together with the kids AND Kimberly's girlfriend Charmaine. At this point I am totally flabergasted. Sooo, Kimmy, Bob, Charmaine, and the 3 kids live together??? YES. Are the 3 lovers? NO, Kim is committed to Charmaine. Well, why is Bob still there? Because he wants to be with his children and he also helps take care of Kimmys parents. Now WAIT…..what do her parents have to do with it? Well, they also live with them. OH MY GOD, what kinda mess is this? Kim and Bob have know each other a total of 12 years, so everything between them is very familiar. Kimberly also has 9 syblings, most with children of their own. The entire family is very close knit with focus surrounding the elderly, disabled parents. OKAY SO AFTER A HOUR OF THIS still unfinished, CONVOLUTED STORY…..Dawn comes out with “”Well, what did you think of him?” At this point I am totally emotinally exhausted from hearing this and say THINK OF HIM?-HIM, WHO?